HURTS ENOUGH

Ya Allah,

I was crying right now.

Its hard seriously.

Feel like gonna hide inside the cupboard.

Stuck in the middle.

Between my own feeling and friendship

The bad thing was

They don't know me really well

Eventhough

we talk,we joke everyday.

How sad is that?

I know I was wrong

Can't control my feeling 

Let it out on the twitter 

Just like that

The things worsen 

and

include many people right now

with grown man cries instead 

How shit I am?

I know that well.

Can't do anything.

If I choose this  neither that ,

it still awkward.

You know?

Kept crying.

Ya Allah

I want to save our friendship