Spirit Of May

120501

Finally.Alhamdullilah

One day off instead.

To begin a new month ,

free-lecture 

really inspire enough.

Haha.

At 3rd May

6 months already: Egyptian being

No wonder I miss 

Mamak, Emak

And 

Nasi Lemak.

Seriously, 

Makanan pun dah bosan asyik kena makan.

Hmmph.

Sense loss .

Back at evening,

Went to Darul-Raudah.

Felt want to cry.

Bacaan still not good,errors here and there.

Eventhough Im getting 19

Embrassed.Ashamed.

Of Myself

Deep in my heart.

Dah 19,baca Al-Quran pun tunggang terbalik.

Tajwid salah,

then 

tak faham langsung ayat-ayat dalam Al-Quran.

Depends tafsir - baru faham

Rasa macam apalah aku buat selama ni.

Takut.Rasa malu dengan Allah.

Everytime ustazah tegur,

the anger kept rise.

'Bacalah elok-elok.Jangan give up!Boleh je ah!'

Marah dgn diri sendiri.Bengang.

Rasa bangang.

Sometimes, 

Rasa malas nak pergi kelas ngaji.

Sebab takut kena tegur lagi.

Bodoh-sombong kan?

Pity enough of me.

But

It is better than never.

Everyday I kept that in mind

Insya-Allah,Allah tolong :)

Any one reads this, tolonglah doakan kita.

Baca,memang baca.

Tapi kalau salah bagai, 

how can the reward will be given?

Takkanlah sampai kau tua, baca Al-Quran pun salah.

Kesian kat diri sendiri .

People seems ignore the fact .

"Dah besar, tak payah nak pergi kelas mengaji bagai lah"

Not clearly state that. I know.

Tak lah sedirect macam tu

Nowadays 

But our mind kept focus on study,money and work.

We forgot Al-Quran.

How To Love Al-Quran

-By Recite It In The Best Way-

May 2012

Please be nice and smooth.

Harap bacaan Al-Quran makin okay!

Heeee.

:D

Not a tazkirah, just reminder for myself